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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Small Parks' debut record now available on LP

    Includes unlimited streaming of Honest Light via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Childish insults thrown about casually
Ignorant to all the pain they can bring
I wasn't sure how they'd relate to me
Became aware when I was seventeen
I thought about telling my family
Explored instead through infidelity
Several years later a casual fling
But it wasn't fair - not to them, not to me

It was easier to kid myself - be a hedonist and nothing else
Sneak away to a stranger's house and never speak a word of it

Kept quiet 'cause I didn't know how to deflect what I could not control
How to make sense of what I wrestled with
How I felt, what it meant, where to go

I'd think about how much had changed, while other things still felt the same
I couldn't make much sense of it, and struggled with identity

I wasn't sure what to expect - I hadn't found much comfort yet
The truth that I'd eventually find was in never being defined

I'm not gonna say that I'm sure that I know myself, but I've learned that you can't suppress that things that you're feeling
I can't say I fall on a side of any spectrum
I'm feeling okay with that now, but it took some time to get there


from Honest Light, released May 2, 2016



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